I can't take it anymore!!!!!!!!!ARGH~~~~~~~~
It is always about mi sis and mom
never about me
always say tat i hurt ur feelings wat about mi???
Wat about my own??
yeah yeah all is mi wrong lar
my sis no wrong
all mi fault never someone else
DAMN U LAR
mi sis vonlenteer to throw the thing for me i kana scolded say tat y i ask her to throw the thing i not go miself
walao lor
it is mi sis who wan to do it wan
then i kana scold.
DAMN lar not mi prob oso
it is she wan to do it herself one lor
heck care liao lar
damn all peepo to hell(not scolding mi frenz)
Always is mi fault never others
the maid in mi house i ask the maid do thing oso wrong
jus ask her help me do sth cause i no time oso will kana scold
HECK LAR then y wan maid
U guys ask the maid do things can!!! I cannot???!!!!!
the hell lar
I really dun wan care liao lor
then say wat shit lar say that mi personanlity is veri bad my character is damn bad
walao where got mother say this to child one
always sway i make her angry hurt her feelings never think about me meh???
I oso got feelings right??!!!!?
*tearing up*
I really wan die liao lar
nth worth in this world liao lar
even mi own family dun accept mi for who i am
wat can i expect from the outside world???
tell me lar
even say god veri fair(sry to say u god)
i always think 'where got fair>cnnt take anymore liao lar prob after prob
u guys think i wat superman daughter meh????
always scold me idiot i good for nth
if i so gd for nth then y born me
might as well jus kill me when i not born yet lar
then i might thx u guys u noe
no need to suffer so much when i am born into this world
it is so damn vexing
cannot take it
Wat in the world am i born for??
always say tat everyone in this world has a purpose
then tell me wat is my purpose????
i am jus born in this world to be a gd for nth lar
mom always scold me lyk tat
she got feelings i dun hav izzit??? scolding me lyk i feel nth lyk tat
i no cry is cause i already locked up everything
i cnnt even bear to cry out everything in front of u guys
try so hard 2 hold everything back liao
dun u guys think u are to much??
Or did u even think about mi feelings when u are scolding??????????>.<
really makes me wonder if i am anything to u guys
my sis is lyk in another world
she poilte, nice personality and everything a mom could ever wanted
she maybe naughty sometimes but everyone jus 4give her the next day lyk nth happen lyk tat lor
then i must make up 4 mi mistakes for sooooooo damn long then will kana 4given
WTH LAR
izzit really worth it??? sometimes i wonder
i really really dun feel lyk living at all
can someone find the real me in all of this??? please......... jus someone really find me...............