Tuesday, September 14, 2010 | 0 letters
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Why is it always mi?
Wat did i ever do to you?
How much tears have you allowed mi to drop over all these years?
When i tell the truth, no one believes...
When i tell a lie, everyone just believes without a word...
When was the last time everyone sat down together?
Had a chat, talk jokes, and everything else...
When was the last time i ever saw you smile 100% at mi?
I am trying to change....
Have i not?
I tried studying my head off for the coming exams...
And i gotten all the results u wanted.
But all i heard was 'why were you not top?'
Not one word of praise, not one word of joy....
Not even one word of 'great job'
It makes mi wonder...
Is it really worth studying?
I never really cared about my results, as long as i passed.
But 4 once i tried, to make a difference...
But not even great or good...
Not even a sound or word tat shows ur proud of mi.
4 once i thought that if i try hard i might hear those sentances again.
All the things you have given mi
U always say i have too much...
I rather not have those.... well maybe some...
But i really rather hear those words that i think any child would lyk to.
I admit that i usually easily get things that other children cnnt.
But what other children have i have none.
Wat things tat are suppose to be easily gotten.
I find it even harder to get?
Why?
Am i the type to have everything i need but nothing i wan?
Always telling myself that it will change...
But somehow memories are fading fast.
I can't remember anything from the previous days...
Will nothing ever change? :(
