Shut Up!
You dun even noe anything. spout crap!
i noe the world is round and tat if i do sth wrong it will come back to mi. You dun have to say! the fact tat you even said tat sentance was wat i hated the most.


"if we treat you bad and you will send us to the old folks, tis is expected. But now mi and ur papa have a question mark. now we treat you good but we dunno if you will treat us good in the future or send us to the old folks home. see us as useless cause we cnnt give you money or give you wat u wan lyk now. when we go old will dun even noe."

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TIS WHOLE DAMN SENTANCE! YOU DARE SAY THIS OUT OF UR MOUTH. WTF. WAT KIND OF CHILD WOULD BE HAPPY TO HEAR THIS DAMN THING. THIS ONE SENTANCE SHOW THE WHOLE PICTURE! AM I THIS KIND OF PERSON. U THINK TAT I WILL PUT U IN THE OLD FOLKS HOME? TIS ONE DAMN SENTACE SHOWS HOW MUCH U DUN NOE MI AND HOW MUCH U DUN UNDERSTAND MI.

enough! i always hear you all tok CRAP about friends! say wat f thing tat family is 1 is 1. YES I NOE ALREADY! i noe tat family is always no 1. but how come there is a place out there tat i feel they are more lyk family? you noe the feeling tat is warm and is sweet and tat i would not mind spending time you u all? tat is the feeling tat is family. BUT WHY AM I GETTING TAT FEELING FROM SOMEWHERE ELSE AND NOT IN MY OWN HOUSE! WHY? even though u dun noe. small little acts tat might not seem much to others have small little meanings and allows others to feel, yeah tis is a family.

THE PLACE I GET TIS FEELING FROM IS NOT MY OWN HOUSE!!! WHY? TELL MI!! no one tells mi the important stuff. no one tells mi wat is going on. no one understands. but from somewhere other then my house there is a place where i get all tis. they tell mi wat is going on. even when just having a simple dinner i can feel tat warm atmosphere in the house. something i can never get from my own home. i really feel lyk i am one part of their family. they treat mi lyk i am someone. not just empty air. in the house all i hear is reason reason reason. but wat i wan is not tat. i had enough!

simple sentances can make a lot of differences. small actions can mean big to others. i tried my best in exams, all i hear from the house: WHY IS IT SO LOUSY? so low marks dun even think of having a nice holiday. (i got 2 Cs n the rest are As n Bs.) is tis result so bad? while my house says all this. somewhere else some peepo will actually tell mi: you have done you best. not bad! now u can rest for ur holidays! < WHY IS TIS SENTANCE TAT I WAN TO HEAR FROM MY OWN HOUSE COMING FROM SOMEONE ELSE?

even simple things and thoughts lyk birthdays. i EVEN NEED TO ASK FOR MY PRESENTS MYSELF. while others will get them without mi saying anything. IT IS MY BIRTHDAY. AND I DUN EVEN GET ANYTHING FROM MY FAMILY? AND IT IS FROM SOMEONE ELSE? SOME OTHER FAMILY?.

it really makes mi wonder if i am really born from tis family. everything i wan is coming from somewhere, someone not in my family or in my house. can u guys even understand tis?